Try to make a list of what is in disorder, what is not right, in me. What disorder do I have?
What is in disorder about me, near to me?
Does it affect me? What do I find disordered, not right, in the world?
Make notes, after thinking about this.
This is a good moment to be in inner silence. To be united as much as possible with God:
Fountain of LIFE
Fountain of ORDER
Ask Him to send you LIGHT, His SPIRIT to these zones of DISORDER, WRONGNESS, to your disorders.
To those that are near
To those of the world
Be aware of the power of evil over me:
Over the world Read John 8, 1-11 If you can, look at a crucifix
(It is good to write about your disorders)
Lord,
I want to discover your gaze upon my disorders, what is wrong in me.
Help me to compare your tiredness with my comfortable life.
Lord, I want to live in constant desire to serve you.
To be concerned for others.
To feel the pain of the suffering of others.
To learn to pray in plural
Lord, help me to overcome my selfishness.
(Say the finishing prayers of every day)